Just when you think you have things figured out, life throws you an off-speed pitch that takes you by surprise and changes the way you look at the world.
I’m about to run out of my second stint of unemployment in the past two-and-a-half years and I’m not sure what direction I’m headed.
Money is tight, I have yet to dip into retirement funds, yet my kids are all clamoring for iPhones and I have a new driver on the horizon who will surely want a car (actually, she wants a Jeep).
“Everything is on hold” I tell them until I find some steady work.
Never thought I would ever be in this sort of situation, as I have a graduate degree and many years of industrial science experience, but I find myself in a situation that many people my age and similar background are suffering through.
I worked successfully for a company for over 20 years but after a merger I find myself unemployed and wondering what to do next.
At first I thought this shouldn’t be too bad. I got a decent severance and I should be able to find something rather quickly. I’m even kinda burned out and could use a little break after working non-stop from way back in high school, through college and after.
Boy, was I wrong. And here I am, trying to show my kids that college, hard work and loyalty will do you right in the world.
If nothing else, I have used this time to really be a participant parent, which I would have otherwise not have been as I would have been working and away from home most of my awake time during the day. I’m not sure if my kids really appreciate me being home, but I would not have been able to experience the field hockey and baseball games, swim meets, dance classes, field trips, Halloween parades, class parties, marching band performances, football games, cheerleading events, everyday shuttling kids from place to place, and the list goes on and on, if I had not had this opportunity to be home.
I’m actually not sure if I really want to go back to the life I had before, but with four kids to put through school and beyond, I will have to do some full-time work at some point to afford them the chance to go beyond what I have done with my life as I know they are capable of doing.
They are so much smarter and more prepared for the future than I was at their age, and I want them to succeed and pass that to their own children at some point.
Growing up, my dad typically worked two jobs to support his family and I hardly saw him during the week, and I have probably spent more time with him now as an adult then back when I was a kid. All in all, I am very happy to have been able to spend this time with my kids at these important times in their young lives, and I
hope I have made some impact.
I am sure I have made a lasting impression that hopefully some day they will appreciate the time that dad was around.